yesterday was koko day. i met her, marlo, and marion at trinoma to spend her last few hours in the Philippines. not much to say about the experience except that the entire time, i was forcing the dramatics to start. for us all to acknowledge that koko was leaving, when in fact, it was ME who hadn't accepted it yet. moment of truth came when we were already in the driveway of her house. we just hugged because i had no idea what to say. and that hug is enough to last me for a long time.
more than that though, during the dinner/drinks part, i got to talk to vicky about internship and aiesec related stuff. i'm seriously reconsidering my decision to let go of aiesec in the coming year, seeing as i was passed over by an aiesecer for the P&G position. it's apparently a very real advantage in the corporate world. i'm not even sure if that's what i want but i just want to remain competitive.
so what to do? try for a role in aiesec and try to squeeze it in with the rest of my shit next year? but sigh.
the reality is, i don't know anyone in aiesec anymore. perhaps coming back isn't even a realistic option :( idk.
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