this is officially my third day of hibernating here at home. ever since friday night, i've been feeling like death has warmed over me so i've been wisely staying at home.
beginning to doubt how wise that was since i've missed the following events since i was out:
- Eng 143 class
- 174 class
- 177 class
- cheer dance practice
- P&G roadshow
- suit up council event
- yet another cheer dance practice
that's a whole load of catching up to do this week and i'm not sure if have the energy for it all. i just gotta stop things from falling through all of these cracks that they have been falling through lately.
god. i feel dumb.
in the cobwebs of my brain, is there any semblance of creative or analytic thought left?
what really prompted this post is seeing keempee's post about the p&g roadshow event. seriously. i feel like i am worth nothing. all the time. i cannot cannot do anything right. and i'm tired of proving myself to bitches who don't see everything, geoff.
my only true source of happiness now is doctor who, youtube, and kpop. what is this life.
