Friday, May 30, 2014

carpe diem

shutting everything down to write on this blog once and for all.

it's may 30 which is almost an entire month since my college graduation. not a lot has happened since. i actually have no idea what to write about since it's been such a long time.

hold on though my mom is asking me to eat merienda with her. newsflash: it's corn.
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that was some delicious green corn. now on to the rest of the post.

my life recently has mostly consisted of me waking up to the sound of my mom's voice telling me to get ready to leave for the laundry. a recent change in operations has us doing all the laundry at Unit 2 of the condo to be delivered to the store at waltermart. ever since waltermart has banned our store from doing any washing there (due to some BS about how they don't have the facilities to properly drain the water), only drying, pressing, and dry clean can be done at the store itself. which leaves me as the driver to pick up and deliver the laundry back and forth from the store and the condo.

it's not such a bad deal because the whole thing takes about 30 minutes at most. what gets me is that there is always no parking slot available when I get there. and if there is, it's been taken over by tricycles or motorcycles. it's a daily source of scowling. i asked my mom if it was possible to have one of those reserved parking signs (if chubby chicken can do it, so can we) but she says she already asked management about it and they said no. fuckin hell. management.

after doing that task, my mom leaves me to my devices. so that basically involves watching ellen on 2ndavenue and then the tonight show with jimmy fallon on my movie channel. after that it's all computer/tablet/iphone until dinnertime. damn this unproductive life.

a lot of my friends are either job hunting, already working, travelling in Europe or Japan (must be the new promo rates), or otherwise doing something fruitful with their time. i'm sure there are bums like me who basically treat watching movies and tv shows as their main activity as well. so far, none of us seem active on facebook so it's hard to verify. though my total lack of activity bothers me, it hasn't reached the point where I feel the need to do anything about it. i'm fine with reading exo fanfiction all day. i'm fine just listening to music on my iphone. i'm fine with having a messy room. these days of summer laziness and 10+ hours of sleep will surely catch up with me once I start classes in August. it has occurred to me to do some advance reading. but it seems premature at the moment when I haven't even bothered applying for my OTR and COG. I plan to do that on wednesday though with Donna. so excited to exchange stories again no matter how trivial mine may seem in comparison to hers.

i guess that's all I have to say for now. let me do this thing I ripped off another blog. it's supposed to be a Sunday thing but during summer, errday is Sunday!
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C U R R E N T L Y . . .

  • R E A D I N G  - exo fanfiction, the heirs fanfiction, and too embarrassing fanfiction on AFF. i have so many legit novels on my nightstand and every single night my tablet wins out and i read fanfic instead. i don't know how to fix his. halp.
  • L I S T E N I N G  - to the Overdose album and the Frozen soundtrack while dreaming up scenarios in my mind of getting to meet exo. i know i need help but i like it too much.
  • T H I N K I N G  - about blogging more and more so I can keep a record of what I feel like these days. regret not doing this in college. I will forever be grateful to my high school self for preserving all the wonderful feelings and events.
  • S M E L L I N G  - rain. it rains practically daily now. goodbye summer? (song by f(x) ft. D.O.!! halp)
  • W I S H I N G  - for motivation to get an internship. is it too late? where do I even get one??
  • H O P I N G  - for a random call for an internship. fat chance but I just recharged my BB so hopefully I can start receiving calls from my globe number again :P
  • W E A R I N G  - my career fair shirt, reversible shorts (serious dark blue side on vs. the hawaiian floral print inside), and blue house slippers. not wearing my usual ratty black shirt and short shorts combo since my mom made me go the metrobank this morning.)
  • L O V I N G  - my bed no matter how sticky it gets at night when it's too hot. stayed over at my sister's condo last weekend and nothing ever really compares to lying down in your own nasty ass bed.
  • W A N T I N G  - a new wardrobe for school. one direction concert tickets. taylor swift tickets. exo in manila tickets. money, juseyo.
  • N E E D I N G  - focus and attention span to finish an actual book with actual pages to flip. i keep buying books but i end up just stockpiling them on my headboard.
  • F E E L I N G  - listless.
  • C L I C K I N G  - through exo fic recommendation sites. actually planning to start my own for my OTP, krishan (no regrets just love for kris my ultimate bias)